Who more?

What do I honor more? What do I fear more? What do I care more?

The thing that ultimately makes me joyous or the thing that is scaring me just here and now?

What am I going to focus on?

Imagine! There’s a big wave for surfing, and through it I see the shadow of a cannibal shark.

If I focus on the shadow, I would be scared and hurry… scurry…

I would fall down from the board, then maybe killed…

But, I concentrate on my strong and safe board and care it more,

I would enjoy the time in spite of the killing shadow.

Do I honor “things” more, which was just given from Him?

Even my two precious kids?

Or do I fear “money” more than Him?

Because of those kinds of stuff, enjoying them more than Him,

do I despise Him?

To tell the truth, I did. No, not only I did, but I do or am doing.

I know that He wants to be honored and loved by His own,

because He is the Father.

and

Father,

please, help me honor you and love you more than any other one/thing!

Let me focus on you alone.

That’s my greatest obsession for life!

And, I will be in Your peace…

1 Samuel ; Chapters 1 ~ 5 (2:27~30) - 8/26/2005 12:01 PM